Not gonna lie I miss you alot, I don’t miss the arguing the constant upsetting of one another of even being with you, what I miss is the fact you weren’t just a boyfriend you were my bestfriend, you were the one person I completely opened up too. Told everything too my deepest darkest secrets. The fact is your gone, out of my life but I want my bestfriend back because out of everyone I have ever been with I fell hard for you and I have never put that much trust in someone, I often wonder would you tell people what I told you just to get back at me or would they always be kept as secrets, when I see you my heart sinks a little bit just knowing that your not there for me anymore, it scares me a little and I just wish we could still just talk as friends nothing more just friends… But j guess its just too hard